In this dark alley, my knee locks
panic breath
hitch in the air
Breath pattern
wink of bone against bone: hear the grating
breathe against or with
patterns of resistance, flow
Kugel: round bone head rotate inwards, into the mountains
balance on the crag's edge
grind cracks as the circle sinks
so lift: breathe
diaphragm blooms
lengthen tendon
complex picture paints in blood and sinew
stitches a band-aid across the site
a brick is a brick is a brick
crumbles free under my hand
lift the Kugel (bowling ball with too many cracks, use
value negligible, too smooth so smooth never cavern no)
ravenous maw that cuts into curve
balance on the needle
one breath, and it falls:
sword bite
bowling alley limp that knee up, up and freeze:
breathe.
a breath is a breath is a breath
If you want to get away, if you want to roll and fall and start again,
breathe
this round volume of the lung, my aviolae balls
in mimicry to live, to heave.
Measure the curvature,
correspondence, despondence, dependence
secure round of the bone ball,
bone cradle call you, you, you, into the round
respond, wave of compression
circle wheeling
wheezing:
breathe
In this dark alley with its smell of piss and garbage
my knee locks
me out
out
breathe out
breathe in breathe out
in the dark alley breathe in and out and breathe
Petra Kuppers is a disability culture activist and a community artist, and teaches in performance studies and disability studies the University of Michigan. Her books include a poetry collection co-written with Neil Marcus, Cripple Poetics: A Love Story (Homofactus, 2008) and the forthcoming Disability Culture and Community Performance: Find a Strange and Twisted Shape (Palgrave, 2011). She is artistic director of The Olimpias, www.olimpias.org