I work as a nondisabled woman in disability studies, but seeming identity binaries are never that simple. DS first made sense to me twenty years ago as a fat woman who understood the connection between fat shaming and ableism. But if I came to DS for the connection, I stayed because of so much more: the solidarity and the subversion, the crip culture and the creativity. During the time in which I have been immersed in DS through scholarship, teaching, curating, and more than one crip coze over drinks, I have found DS repeatedly guides me toward revelations that cause me astonishment and anger, delight and determination. Here is my sense of the purpose of our field:
We're not above criticism: our erasure of bodies of color, reinforcing hierarchies, policing points of view, and moments of careerism over coalition. We need to resist appropriation by others who see DS as the hot new critical apparatus that they wield with more self-interest than sense. And we must connect more, as Julie Avril Minich suggested in her 2016 essay "Enabling Whom? Critical Disability Studies Now," to those whose methodologies align with ours. For example, I have collaborated with a microbiologist doing social justice work on HIV/AIDS and comic artists creating graphic medicine in order to bring patient and medical practitioner narratives to life. None of them claimed to be doing DS work, but they were utterly committed to the fight against stigma and the recognition of disability as a social and lived identity. We must challenge our own presumptions. Roxane Gay models this in her memoir Hunger when, in praising the fat pride movement, she also points out that it still needs to make room for bodies as unruly as hers – and her own unease with her size. We need to examine which received ideas we can reconsider in order to truly make DS critical in all senses of the word: ever thoughtful, ever instructive, ever essential. In this particularly perilous historical moment, we must be—we are—more critical than ever.